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There are definite seasons to life, what we confront can explain who we are. This is one reason I turned to God and not to man. God never lets me down, man can.

Just like we are moving towards the winter season, these past 10 years have been a season of learning and wisdom for me. When I looked through a younger man’s eyes it was impossible to understand the things these older eyes see.

Seven years after my father died when I was 27, one night my mother complained of back pain. The ER doc diagnosed her with a bad heart, this set into motion a quadruple bypass. They cut my mother from her ankle to her neck. While walking with her in recovery she said “something is still wrong, I’m not feeling better”. Within 2 or 3 weeks she went in for a CT scan and was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. Within 3 months my mother passed away. They butchered my mother for nothing. I’ll always remember taking her around to get financial things in order so the four of us kids could move forward, without her, more smoothly. She took a little of her precious time to tell me how to have the get together after her funeral. Today I see clearly what they did to my mother, it’s heartbreaking for me.

My oldest brother John was an Airborne Army Ranger. After he got out of the army he became a prison guard in Gardner Ma. He eventually got on as a canine officer there. One day his German Shepherd pulled him off a 12 foot wall, he ended up crushing 2 discs in his back. John was a strong tough guy, at one point earning a black belt in ninjitsu. His doctors began him on pain medication, oxycodone was their, the medical establishment’s, drug of choice. For 12 years my brother suffered with medical drug induced addiction, his life spiraling down. The three of us siblings got him into 4 or 5 rehabs but the doctor’s prescriptions were stronger than this tough patriotic veteran. After years of addiction my brother died in a cold unheated apartment in Gardner he was 48. They had finally killed him.

This brings us to the season of Covid. My remaining brother and sister both worked in professional environments. Their jobs demanded they take the Covid “vaccine”. My sister took 2 shots and ended up with a rare form of lymphoma. This metastasized into her lung and she had to get a piece of her lung removed. She also has suffered through a turbo cancer in a very difficult place and had 3 different surgeries to remove it. My remaining brother has had digestion problems since the Covid shots. At one point he lost 25lbs. and only weighed 145 lbs. He’s never been the same since the forced shots.

It’s amazing the way we learn. My dog Simba who is the biggest and happiest dog I’ve ever owned has suffered through some bad medical problems himself. The constant common ear infections always. Always itchy. About 2 years ago he began having seizures and even during a seizure he stays happy, almost saying don’t worry dad I’ll be ok. At one point his stool turned black. He had an ultra sound. It showed his stomach was bleeding from some sort of abrasion or cut on the lining of his stomach. I honestly thought it was over for Simba, but he survived always happily fighting through it. He recently got a hotspot on the side of his face and scratched it into another vet visit. Every other week I’m at the vets. They shaved the side of his face which has become a massive scab. Through it all he has stayed his happy smiling self. Just yesterday he came running up to me so happy, with a toy in his mouth and that huge scab on his face, he could hardly contain his happiness. I thought to myself there’s definitely a positive lesson to learn from my dog, Simba.

Keep Smiling! Happiness is a choice! Happy Saturday!

J.Goodrich

Karmy's avatar

Strengthen my faith, Lord. Forgive my sins, so that I may be clean in your righteousness. Make me brave, so I can stand and fight the spiritual battles in my life and in our world.

Thanks be to God for His mercy.

Vote like your life depends on it because it does.

Good morning all!

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