I am suffering from a lot of guilt right now as I realize I poisoned my kids....#2 is autistic thanks to me (may have had very mild without anyhow, but the vaccines contributed based on timing of her changes)....I always thought there was a little something to the autism/vaxx connection but never did any real research until now....the fa…
I am suffering from a lot of guilt right now as I realize I poisoned my kids....#2 is autistic thanks to me (may have had very mild without anyhow, but the vaccines contributed based on timing of her changes)....I always thought there was a little something to the autism/vaxx connection but never did any real research until now....the fact it was on my radar at all puts me squarely at blame because I could have and should have researched before injecting my innocent babies
I saw this PBS show a long time ago about a train conductor who blamed himself for a terrible accident in which lives were lost, even though the train's steering was automatic and he was utterly powerless to change the outcome. The psychologists said that if he blamed himself, even to his life's detriment, he could feel some sense of control, because he could change himself, and it made the world make sense. It is the government Pharma complex's fault, totally, and they've done this to huge numbers of people over the decades since liability was waived for vaccines, AND they continue to try to promote this with Operation Catch Up and "equity' for Africa. Their fault, unequivocally.
I am reading Dr. Kory's ivermectin book, and the incredible brilliance of these dissident doctors is astonishing. I think that is true of all of them, unfathomably accomplished, innovators who love saving and changing lives. Dr. Marik was perhaps the most accomplished ICU doctor who ever lived, and they've destroyed his career, but he, and America's Frontline Doctors, and Dr. McCollough and the FLCCC are ON IT, so if you can, transfer that blame to where it belongs, and take control by researching the innovative treatments these brilliant doctors are finding for the suffering and vax damaged kids. Don't let them trick you into accepting blame.
I certainly agree with all you've just said! The FLCCC doctors, nurses and entire staff are my heroes, of course especially doctors Marik and Kory. I didn't realize that Dr. Kory's book was out yet and I subscribe to his newsletter. I've got to get that book. Thank you! 😘
Oh I am so sorry.Please, please forgive yourself. As you have witnessed from Covid ,the medical world has no qualms about manipulating you. The doctors know exactly what to say to get you to do what they want and have no qualms about lying. They are trained to specifically guilt you. Seriously scripts and all.If you had researched the CDC etc. you would have been misled.Going back to at least the polio vaccine the government has intentionally held back information to thwart hesitancy. I did not know that until a month ago. I am a nurse of over 40 years. When I was in college there was no liability shield and there were still quaint notions like if your child or close relative had a seizure history then you were not allowed certain vaccines(the recognition that every vaccine was not for everyone) and of course we learned that vaccines were lifesaving. Despite years of required continuing education and being a parent and grandparent did I ever realize the liability shield had been enacted in the 80's and that there is a vaccine injury reporting system that I am legally obligated to use. and the insane increase in the number of vaccines on the schedule.So until a year ago I was against early Hep B, HPV and rotovirus but I did not know the scope of the issue.I was not someone who goes along with all the recommendations of the health provider system-and yet I had a lot of blindness about vaccines. But you know what I know now and I am ethically duty bound as a nurse to educate. I am sure that if Jeff were to poll the readers how many had an epiphany about the childhood vaccine schedule because of C-19 it would be a huge per centage. And there are probably many who are not even sure what the issue is all about . All this long story to say that you cannot blame yourself. If you have any energy left from caring for your injured child then work to help the next confused parent.But no guilt if right now you don't have the energy. I think your saying the guilt part out loud is very,very powerful.And I am so sorry that our health care system has so utterly failed your family.
Thank you for such a thoughtful response - I knew some were bad but was too tired parenting to not trust my Dr...as some as said, there are detox protocols and I’ll be looking at those, trying to help my kid (who won’t want my help, but I’ll try anyhow)
Never give up! When I was still working with a team for ‘special needs’ kids, I said I believed Vaccines were causing autism. The leftist, activist child psychologist attacked me mightily and brought me a whole textbook trying to dispute that claim. I handed it right back to him.
God bless you! We most all bought their lies, not being able to believe the whole lot of them would lie to us! So many in medical fields just bought what they were taught without question. And they passed it on to us.
At University of Florida, 1972ish, I remember an older Professor having disdain for what he called ‘Cookbook’ techniques being taught that didn’t require us to use critical thinking and extensive research. He was so correct.
I am suffering from a lot of guilt right now as I realize I poisoned my kids....#2 is autistic thanks to me (may have had very mild without anyhow, but the vaccines contributed based on timing of her changes)....I always thought there was a little something to the autism/vaxx connection but never did any real research until now....the fact it was on my radar at all puts me squarely at blame because I could have and should have researched before injecting my innocent babies
I saw this PBS show a long time ago about a train conductor who blamed himself for a terrible accident in which lives were lost, even though the train's steering was automatic and he was utterly powerless to change the outcome. The psychologists said that if he blamed himself, even to his life's detriment, he could feel some sense of control, because he could change himself, and it made the world make sense. It is the government Pharma complex's fault, totally, and they've done this to huge numbers of people over the decades since liability was waived for vaccines, AND they continue to try to promote this with Operation Catch Up and "equity' for Africa. Their fault, unequivocally.
I am reading Dr. Kory's ivermectin book, and the incredible brilliance of these dissident doctors is astonishing. I think that is true of all of them, unfathomably accomplished, innovators who love saving and changing lives. Dr. Marik was perhaps the most accomplished ICU doctor who ever lived, and they've destroyed his career, but he, and America's Frontline Doctors, and Dr. McCollough and the FLCCC are ON IT, so if you can, transfer that blame to where it belongs, and take control by researching the innovative treatments these brilliant doctors are finding for the suffering and vax damaged kids. Don't let them trick you into accepting blame.
So well said.
I certainly agree with all you've just said! The FLCCC doctors, nurses and entire staff are my heroes, of course especially doctors Marik and Kory. I didn't realize that Dr. Kory's book was out yet and I subscribe to his newsletter. I've got to get that book. Thank you! 😘
Oh I am so sorry.Please, please forgive yourself. As you have witnessed from Covid ,the medical world has no qualms about manipulating you. The doctors know exactly what to say to get you to do what they want and have no qualms about lying. They are trained to specifically guilt you. Seriously scripts and all.If you had researched the CDC etc. you would have been misled.Going back to at least the polio vaccine the government has intentionally held back information to thwart hesitancy. I did not know that until a month ago. I am a nurse of over 40 years. When I was in college there was no liability shield and there were still quaint notions like if your child or close relative had a seizure history then you were not allowed certain vaccines(the recognition that every vaccine was not for everyone) and of course we learned that vaccines were lifesaving. Despite years of required continuing education and being a parent and grandparent did I ever realize the liability shield had been enacted in the 80's and that there is a vaccine injury reporting system that I am legally obligated to use. and the insane increase in the number of vaccines on the schedule.So until a year ago I was against early Hep B, HPV and rotovirus but I did not know the scope of the issue.I was not someone who goes along with all the recommendations of the health provider system-and yet I had a lot of blindness about vaccines. But you know what I know now and I am ethically duty bound as a nurse to educate. I am sure that if Jeff were to poll the readers how many had an epiphany about the childhood vaccine schedule because of C-19 it would be a huge per centage. And there are probably many who are not even sure what the issue is all about . All this long story to say that you cannot blame yourself. If you have any energy left from caring for your injured child then work to help the next confused parent.But no guilt if right now you don't have the energy. I think your saying the guilt part out loud is very,very powerful.And I am so sorry that our health care system has so utterly failed your family.
Thank you for such a thoughtful response - I knew some were bad but was too tired parenting to not trust my Dr...as some as said, there are detox protocols and I’ll be looking at those, trying to help my kid (who won’t want my help, but I’ll try anyhow)
God bless and have mercy on you. All of us have at some point done way less than we should have.
Dang! There are some recovery protocols for vax-induced autism. Heard them discussed on a Steve Kirsch twitter cast.
Never give up! When I was still working with a team for ‘special needs’ kids, I said I believed Vaccines were causing autism. The leftist, activist child psychologist attacked me mightily and brought me a whole textbook trying to dispute that claim. I handed it right back to him.
I’ll be looking that up! She’s 18 now and stubborn so who knows where it will go, but I can try😀
God bless you! We most all bought their lies, not being able to believe the whole lot of them would lie to us! So many in medical fields just bought what they were taught without question. And they passed it on to us.
At University of Florida, 1972ish, I remember an older Professor having disdain for what he called ‘Cookbook’ techniques being taught that didn’t require us to use critical thinking and extensive research. He was so correct.