I’ve had 2 friends commit suicide this year. Completely out of the blue. Absolutely no indication of anything wrong. Breaks my heart!!! And yes, both forced jabbed🤬
I’ve had 2 friends commit suicide this year. Completely out of the blue. Absolutely no indication of anything wrong. Breaks my heart!!! And yes, both forced jabbed🤬
I am so sorry…incomprehensible evils have been committed and I am so looking forward to God Almighty’s reckoning. May He comfort you and all their loved ones.
One of my favorites…He is always at work. Years ago I read a book called “God Works the Night Shift” wherein one of the chapters was titled, “He is Directing Circumstances I Know Nothing About.” That simple but profound statement has stayed with me all these years.
I love the reminder that God is always at work. Even when I can’t see it. Even when it looks like evil is winning. I am reminded of Bob Dylan’s song, “When He Returns”. God has His own plans!
The iron hand it ain’t no match for the iron rod
The strongest wall will crumble and fall to a mighty God
For all those who have eyes and all those who have ears
It is only He who can reduce me to tears
Don’t you cry and don’t you die and don’t you burn
For like a thief in the night, He’ll replace wrong with right
When He returns
Truth is an arrow and the gate is narrow that it passes through
He unleashed His power at an unknown hour that no one knew
How long can I listen to the lies of prejudice?
How long can I stay drunk on fear out in the wilderness?
Can I cast it aside, all this loyalty and this pride?
Will I ever learn that there’ll be no peace, that the war won’t cease
Until He returns?
Surrender your crown on this blood-stained ground, take off your mask
He sees your deeds, He knows your needs even before you ask
How long can you falsify and deny what is real?
How long can you hate yourself for the weakness you conceal?
Of every earthly plan that be known to man, He is unconcerned
Thank you so much for sharing this. Until your comment (and some research/reading I did following) I had no idea that Bob Dylan had become such a vocal follower of Jesus later in his career! For some reason this rlly touched my heart today. Great lyrics - thank you again🙏🏻✝️♥️
The song is from Dylan’s album, “Slow Train Coming” in 1979. I don’t know where he is in his faith journey now. But I hope he is still a faithful follower of Jesus.
He won the Nobel for his music a few years back, but didn't go to the ceremonies. The song of his that's been haunting me, that Patti Smith sang at the Nobel ceremony, is "A Hard Rain's Gonna Fall"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hXn9ZKPx6CY My sense is that the highway of diamonds he describes is about our collective secularism and worship of false gods. Leonard Cohen also wrote some prophetic songs, speaking to God: "You Want It Darker" e.g. "I didn't know I had permission to murder and to maim"
It’s Monday so we’re back in the middle of all the news of corruption, cruelty and callousness. That’s why worshipping God on Sunday is my true booster, helping me to avoid being overwhelmed by the rest of the week and all that follows.
👍🏻 My church has basically died after Covid and being closed a year. I have not been back because of their immediate caving to TPTB. The sermons do not address the spiritual war we are in. The church district replaced our beloved pastor breaking a promise made to him and his young family as soon as we opened again with a spiritual lightweight using sermons from seminary. More left then, especially young families. I have been feeling urging to return. 🙏🏻 About it. Almost all churches around me just bowed down so I have no alternatives. But perhaps I’m supposed to go back.
Amen! I love Jack and his story, how he preaches the Word of God, his fearlessness, energy, involvement . If one good thing came out of the lockdowns for me, it would be Pastor Jack Hibbs!
Jack Hibbs is the best! He teaches directly from Bibical Scriptures, and includes how it relates to all the evil and corrupt we are dealing with in today’s sick world.
My second favorite pastor is Allen Jackson (Murfreesboro, TN) I watch on TBN, as my health issues won’t allow me to attend a physical Church. He also addresses the current sick environment we are dealing with, but not as directly as Jack Hibbs (Calif.) Allen teaches directly from the Bible as well.
I reject those pastors that are either Woke, or give us cotton candy sermons.
We go to church to put time aside to praise and worship God, not man. Pastors, preachers, ministers, priests are only just men..some are underwhelming in their sermons, some are overwhelming, but again, just men. We need to remember that. :-)
Try Pastor Jack Hibbs, Calvary Chapel Hill Chino Hills, he’ll feed your soul! He fearlessly, with scripture and determination, takes it to the power elites every week. I listen to several online pastors, but Jack is a “MUST” for me. He has a lot going on, I’d like some of his energy! You can find him here: real life.com or https://calvarycch.org/
Thank you Theresa, I just commented the same before finding your reply! In keeping my comment short I omitted perhaps the most important point that I tell believers and non believers alike. It's not religion, it's a relationship with Jesus that saves.
Yessss, Jack is fearless in his sermons. I love to watch him, and even watch the same sermons several times waiting for a new one to come on TBN, or Jack’s online site.
Janet, I think we are witnessing the apostate church. My thoughts when the 'pandemic' was first declared that even Satan didn't realize how easy it would be to close the Church. My recommendation is to listen to Pastor Jack Hibbs of Calvary Chapel Chino Hills https://calvarycch.org/ , he's available on numerous platforms. I also suggest you read the book Letter to the American Church by Eric Metaxas. He compares todays church to 1930's German church during the ascent of Hitler. I tend to agree.
We are not to forsake the gathering together, find family, friends, and strangers to meet for a casual Bible study and refreshments, and visit of the wonders of Jesus and his gift.
I plan to buy Metaxas’ Letter to the American Church. I’ve read some of his other books, Is Atheism Dead, Martin Luther, about to read Bonhoeffer (about Bonhoeffer and the German Church’s failure during the time of Hitler.)
Well the current Pope is the anti pope and Apostate. Warned in the 3rd secret of Fatima of this, and of the Church's destruction (One World Religion).... the rest of the secret is pretty dire. Massive floods and earthquakes land masses disappearing in the blink of an eye... millions and millions killed, and most destruction rained up the Whore of Babylon aka USA. Because only look at what filth we spew to the world... And of course, our salvation will arise from the East, in Russia. Make of it what you will... but I believe that was the text of the 3rd secret of Fatima.
Janet ... thanks for this contribution. I find it all, the good and the bad, helpful here at C & C. Regarding the churches, I am seeing from people's antidotal comments that the one-third of church attendees never going back after the closings is true ... and in some cases on the very low side!
We don't go to any local churches because they stand for nothing. And if there is not real application of Christian teaching to this fallen world, the why bother? The time of pretending to be Christian is long gone. Given this, we have an on-line pastor. And his church never closed, never masked, never jabbed up ... and that church has grown substantial during the Fake-demic.
One of my husband's patients tragically committed suicide recently. After the news, my husband's medical assistant mentioned to him that this is the 5th or 6th suicide among his patients in a relatively short period of time. Made me wonder when he told me that . . .
My condolences. Losing the love of your life is the worst. Covid policies contributed to the death of mine, preventing him from getting treatment in Germany, where they have more freedom in cancer treatments.
My son's dear friend hung himself last Spring. He was 16. He was boosted and had covid. We NEVER knew him to be sad or depressed, but he did have anxiety. He lived in a different state (summer friends). They never texted during the school year. Out of the blue he sent my son a couple texts the week before, mentioned his anxiety about Ukraine, then said he had Delta and the brain fog was lingering. I've always thought his suicide was related to covid/shots. (I suspect his sister had a severe reaction to HPV with years out of school, many surgeries starting at 13 post shot -- possible there's family sensitivities to adjuvants or immune stimulators.) Such a waste. He was a loving boy, smart, and a pleasure to be around.
Breaks my heart. So unnecessary. Our adult daughter is vaxxed and has effectively cut off her entire family (she lives in out west). She surrounds herself with industry people and claims we don't support her because of the jab mania.
Our son and DIL “divorced” us bc of the jabs. He refers to us by our first names and they haven’t spoken to us for 16 months. They moved to a new address and didn’t tell us but we found out through the sibling text group. His sibs are “not getting involved” in the break, which means they tacitly support it. They are all jabboosted including the 4yo.
Son and DIL eventually decided to allow their 4yo to “see” us for an hour a week on video call. They are not in the frame and don’t talk directly to us, although they translate 4yo lockdown delayed language skills and monitoring what we say. We play with the kids’ old our matchbox cars (racing them down ramps for 4yo, and feel like Mr Rogers or Mrs Doubtfire - “tv” access only.
4yo has had a cold and cough for at least 5 weeks. They don’t answer when we ask about it.
I relate on a lot of levels. Most of the time I try not to think about it because I need my strength to deal with my husband's cancer situation. So many broken people and broken families. Pretty sure that satan is celebrating his accomplishments and Jesus weeps.
Look up Joe Tippton... he beat cancer with a protocol, so have many many others. Pancur, (Fenbendazole), bio available Curcumin and other 'supplements'... and he was told to go home to die in 3 months. Cancer free and the cancer specialist could not believe it - he told him what he'd been taking? The cancer Doc said - they were exploring it in 1980s and stopped... why did they stop? Funding. Why no funding? Because well, maybe it was WORKING?
CapIT - I am so very sorry. I understand. I think it's almost worse than a death. There is no closure. My sister and I have experienced these feelings due to the death of our relationship with our two older brothers. Prayers for you.
Evil is as evil does. Your children are zombies. How did they wind up that way, and you didn't? I suggest the Media influence and social pressure got to them. Not strong enough to stand up to it. They didn't want to be thought of as kooks or conspiracy theorists (which are now coming real and true and we see they were not conspiracy theorists at all!) My Dad is all in jabs, Mom not so much he dragged her into boosting. I hate to say it, but I hope he goes first and quickly and she gets some independent ME time without him pressuring her. She never had any independence in her life due to him.... I'm unjabbed, ditto sis. Bro? Totally drinking the koolaid.
You make some interesting points. Our daughter would never have been labeled a zombie before any of this, strong Christian values, extremely independent and fiercely steadfast in accomplishing her academic and career goals - the last point is where this all came undone. Her allegiance to the corporation she is employed with, really took over her life. We hardly recognize her value system and priorities as being even remotely similar to her pre-2020 self.
Personally, I feel that the social engineering cut off so many relationships and really corrupted many socially. From the beginning of the PsyOps I feared that if this went on too long that some would never recover. Sadly, I think that touches all of us in some sad way.
I am sorry. Too many of us in this weird storm. We need to band together and support one another. Pray they come to their senses, their eyes are opened to the truth.
There have been a lot of folks experiencing severe depression or anxiety or both following Virus infections as well. Even those not injected. It is dark indeed.
One needs to be strong to be aware of all of evil, the injuries and deaths which keep flowing like a river. Someone here coined it as a “state of perpetual grief.”
When it gets me down I remind myself that I have been praying for this - that “all deeds done or planned in darkness be brought to light and that God’s Justice (not man’s) be brought upon them.”
He is answering our prayers and helping us. The Jeff Childers of the legal community, Malone, Corey, etc of the medical world and so many others are standing firm and helping us help others move forward.
I can KNOW that He is in charge, He is the Light, even if it seems darker as darkness is exposed.
The reminder renews my strength and resolve to keep asking, keep moving forward through the darkness, to stay in the light, and keep following His will whenever I can discern it.
But the particular folks whom I know who experienced this experienced a clear onset following the immediate infection period. It was not, for them, due to any loss of relationships. It was most definitively the result of the spike protein and its sequelae.
And even if we remove the shots as a factor in this poor boy's death, the mishandling of the pandemic with shutdowns, and fear and isolation would be enough to explain his desperate act. My goodness, my heart breaks anew and the tears flow fresh at every tragedy. I don't even know what to say anymore.
There is a charity here in Texas that focuses on just that -- those left behind. The woman who started it did so because her husband committed suicide, leaving her and I think 4 young children. This was about a year prior to Covid. I did a feature story on her for the magazine I edit. It’s a beautiful charity: The Loved Ones Left Behind. Would be wonderful for others to start similar charities in other states.
Ya, like NAMI…found out they are funded by Big Harma years ago. They try to talk family into keeping their loved ones on neuro toxic meds. Mental Health is just like vaccines. Need to do your own research. Learn about how toxic psych meds are and all about the history of psychiatry up to present. The horrible clinical trials, etc.
Forced jabs were not 'forced'. They were COERCED. Big difference. Choices were BAD - loss of job, income, livelyhood reputation family friends etc. BUT there WAS a choice. Only 25 percent of the pop. took that choice and said no way because they didn't trust the jabs OR the government, and they did that in teeth of enormous social/peer/economic pressure to conform and jab. Maybe those 25 percent who resisted are sane, the rest are insane by reason of 'going along to get along' and loving material things more than life itself. I have a friend who used 'forced us to jab' as an excuse because he'd lose his job if he didn't. He loves his job. BUT. He could have asked for an exemption, or fought it. He didn't. He didn't NEED the job economically, he's able to retire. But. He loves his job. He jabbed, then boosted - and goes around saying he doesn't support the jab mandates. BUT. He willingly took that jab, then a Shingles jab (worthless) and a flu jab (also worthless). Social pressure to conform? I'd guess yes. He worries now about his heart and other 'side effects' unknown. So, your 2 friends were not FORCED to jab, they CHOSE to jab, in the face of pressure. Their mental states may have been compromised (brain) by mis-folding spike proteins and other 'nano' junk interfering with proper brain chemistry. But, not forced. Choosen by free will. Evil to put people into that situation, but they were compliant in their own destruction *even though they didn't know it*. Moral of the story is to be most doubtful of anything your gov't mouth pieces tell you...
I do not forgive nor forget that these people were the ones thinking I was *evil* and wanting me rounded up and imprisoned and denied my freedoms of opinion or choice as they ran out to get their jabs like good little lemmings. And that they would not listen to any counter arguments. They did it so they could be 'safe'. Their minds were closed to any other input but the 'media says' and 'experts' say. They 'went along to get along' to keep their 'material lifestyle' to 'travel' to 'eat out' etc. Now they reap their rewards. No sympathy. They had a choice. They could have researched, looking into the 'other side' of the argument, but chose not to. They could have taken material hits, and been ostracized, moved from one state to another, left their jobs (plenty did just that). But... Don't want to be a conspiracy theorist or a kook do we? And by that behavior they enabled the vax passport, the digital currency etc etc. Loving material things more than life itself...and so they reaped death. And I feel no sorrow except this: that people are very stupid gullible and mindless. And their children will not survive that are jabbed because they did not 'listen' to the data right in front of them. And due to them, great harm will be done to babies and innocents and other people. All for 'fear of dying' and 'being safe'. When has life ever come without death? We all die to get off the planet. Every day is one day closer to your end. And guess what? You don't know when where or how. And you never will. Because that's God's territory. Not yours. Never has been, never will be.
👍 Nobody here gets out alive. “Safe” is an illusion / delusion. These types have lost the plot. Tiny planet, short trip, even if one lives past 100. Eternity is unfathomable but ‘tis the scale. Call me disgusting and self-aggrandizing but free thinkers are the best of the best at this time on planet earth. Glad your energy is blessing the planet while I’m here, @Oona Pilot!
Same as far as got exempted but was NOT forced to encourage or jab anyone (I too would have quit first). I helped others get their exemptions too even the girl who doesn’t believe in god and will tell you that to your face if you ask. Everyone was pissed she got a religious exemption but I say they can piss off. I told her to tell them that her religion is that her body is a temple and she’s not gonna jack it up with experimental products and beyond that it’s noyb. My store manager tried to get me to give a Covid shot once bc the 8AM pharmacist was late and I told her that she REALLY didn’t want me to go into that room and tell the person my version of informed consent. She just looked at me, thought about it and said ok. She told my pharmacy manager on me (who already KNEW I wouldn’t do it) and so was unimpressed by my “bad” behavior. I’m pretty lucky as far as that goes. Still working and not jabbing! Go me.
Christy - I’m so very sorry for these tragic losses.
It just dawned on me after reading your comment that a young man in his 30’s started using drugs again after being clean for 10 years. Had a great job after getting a degree and was about to be married. I assumed it was due to the jab when I learned of his sudden death this past September. Then learned it was due to an overdose. Now I know the jab is most likely to be blamed. I heard that his mother could not accept what had happened. A mother KNOWS.
Both Troy's Mother and I could not understand why Troy would shoot himself in the head. He was the most upbeat guy anyone knew and as one friend put it: On the scorecard for reasons to live, Troy checked all the boxes".
I cannot imagine being that parent. Tragic enough when someone has struggled with depression previously, but to have it come out of the blue - beyond tragic. I honestly don't know why I keep asking when will people wake up. Some (like my older brothers) never will. One of them had a sudden death in their extended family and still aren't questioning anything.
Our daughter also shot herself on the head 5 months before Covid was announced. Her mother found her, and I was right behind her after calling 911. It is an image that will stay with us to our graves. She was depressed for years. A good article on Epoch Times today talks about "minor" ( the author, a soldier said there is no such thing) brain injuries. He correctly said the SOP for allopathic medicine is to prescribe a toxic cocktail. He has never seen anyone cured by it, nor have we. The coroner found 5 of these Big Pharma poisons in her body, all of which had depression and suicide as "side effects." Her shrink lied and said she had been off most of them for months. So, they do work as intended, just like the jabs. Sick people, sick world.
I had a pulsing sound in my head for over a year after 2 Pfizer jabs. It was intermittent, but when it was active I felt like I was losing my mind. If it had been constant, I don't know what I would have done. I am so sorry for your loss.
I had my second Moderna jab in April of 2021. In July I had a sound in my ears that sounded like a lawnmower. Coincided with when I went swimming. So I used swimmers ear and it left me. So who knows the real cause. Mine wasn’t constant either. I’ve heard of people taking their own lives from issues like this. I’m glad yours went away as well.
A friend I know who had the first two jabs developed tinnitus also and said it was just horrible and driving her crazy. It was intense for almost a year and then ebbed. I cannot imagine.
My mom just got the updated Moderna booster in November and the next day developed severe vertigo and mild tinnitus. She’s powering thru and has good days and bad but said when it’s bad it’s hard to even function. She doing PT and I’ve got her taking NAC and Vitamin D to boost her immune system. I’d like to treat with more but she’s super resistant to my medical advice since covid. We used to own a business together and she knows I’m a good caring pharmacist who has always believed in the power of nutrition as it was a cornerstone of our pharmacy business and I’ve never fully trusted Big Pharma (I’d tease my former classmates and coworkers who went to work for them that they are working for the enemy--didn’t realize then just how right I was even then). But now that I’ve seen the light regarding the vax scam (all of them) she doesn’t want to believe that I might be right for some reason. It’s heartbreaking really. But I still have her in my life so I can’t complain too much. Grateful for that.
Nicotine Gum or Patch has been proven to help with this terrible side effect. Dr. Bryan Ardis has discussed this many times. Good Luck, noise and dizziness will drive any Living thing over the deep end.
Both my husband and I both got tinnitus from Covid itself. We are not jabbed. That’s how I know it’s man made. No other virus I know has ever given me tinnitus.
This is so very sad Christy. God be with you and the families of these lost ones. Jeff said something in his post today that I somewhat disagree with…”But we don’t have time for grief”. Grief will come whether or not we have time…it’s become part of the fabric of our lives because death has come. We deal with it by trusting God for strength and wisdom.
We don’t have to melt with the grief. My precious mama, long gone now, experienced the death of her 3rd child on Christmas Eve in 1934. This beautiful baby boy had been born just a month earlier in perfect health. A new family had moved in down the road and that mama walked her little ones down the country road to see the new baby. One or more of those little ones had impetigo. The baby developed a pimple on its abdomen, which worsened by the day. (Penicillin wasn’t discovered/ manufactured yet. I read recently that the U.S. military pushed the production later in anticipation of the massive wounding they knew would come with WWII.). All that the doctor they consulted could do was provide morphine. So my mama watched her baby die painfully for nearly a month.
I always knew there had been a baby that died. But I never heard the story until one Christmas Eve, when I was a young mother in the mid 70s.
My mother was made of iron, yet tender and nurturing with the 7 of us that made it to adulthood and beyond. I’m sure she wanted to curl up in a ball of grief. But then who would take her place with the tasks that had to be done if the family was to survive. I pray to have a portion of her physical, emotional and spiritual strength in this world.
Willing Spirit, the pseudonym you use here tells us that you do have a good portion of her strength. The older generations seemed much stronger the later ones and I think they were because hard times bred tough people. But my mom always said, “you do what you’ve gotta do”. And she lived through many tough experiences with grace and strength, kindness and love.
Your story reminds me of a time when my son fell and got a cut on his knee. He was about 9, a very active, tough kid. A little injury like that never slowed him down for a minute. I never remembered how we treated it at the time, probably wiped the blood away pored some peroxide or iodine on it, put on a bandaid and he was back outside playing. A few days later I looked at it and there was a red line going up from the cut about 3”. Infection in his blood stream! I panicked! I rushed him to the first pediatrician I could get in with, an old doctor who’d been around a long time. Of course (thank God) we DID have Penicillin at that time and the doctor gave him a shot right away. Then he turned to me and said, “and if you want to keep this boy out of the hospital, here is what YOU have to do “ He said to boil water with a few tablespoons of Epsom Salts added, soak a towel in this and wrap his leg with it as hot as he could stand it, wrap a plastic bag and another towel around that. Do this, changing the towel for another hot one, every hour for the next 8 hours. He told me that this kind of remedy was all they had before the invention of penicillin, and if I was diligent it would work quickly to draw the infection out. He said to bring him back the next day to see if hospitalization would be necessary. We followed doctors orders to a T, I was so scared that I may have even used it longer than 8 hours. The next day, he looked at it, and gave me a pat on the back with, “you did a good job, mom”. This incident made me a huge believer in the power of some home remedies - I’m not saying it would have saved your brother, but I know that God gave us simple things like honey and Epsom Salts and modern medicine too often ignores those powerful remedies in favor of pharmaceuticals. I’ve used this remedy many times in the 40+ years since.
Empirical medicine. Try what you've seen work, even if you can't explain WHY it works. Modern docs never do this. Just prescribe a pill and move on. The ignorance is astonishing. Nutrition? Easy Home Cures? Nope, and nope.
Thank you for sharing this true life story and your conviction that we have all kinds of healing provided through the natural world. Important reminder. 🤍
I wondered if she had gotten the shot too. I know that post-partum depression can be extreme (a friend's friend just committed suicide after the birth of her third), but how much more would your head be messed with if you got the shot?
I’ve had 2 friends commit suicide this year. Completely out of the blue. Absolutely no indication of anything wrong. Breaks my heart!!! And yes, both forced jabbed🤬
I am so sorry…incomprehensible evils have been committed and I am so looking forward to God Almighty’s reckoning. May He comfort you and all their loved ones.
Your scripture today gave me hope. He is at work now. And soon perhaps—
Isaiah 43:19New King James Version
19 Behold, I will do a new thing,
Now it shall spring forth;
Shall you not know it?
I will even make a road in the wilderness
And rivers in the desert.
One of my favorites…He is always at work. Years ago I read a book called “God Works the Night Shift” wherein one of the chapters was titled, “He is Directing Circumstances I Know Nothing About.” That simple but profound statement has stayed with me all these years.
I love the reminder that God is always at work. Even when I can’t see it. Even when it looks like evil is winning. I am reminded of Bob Dylan’s song, “When He Returns”. God has His own plans!
The iron hand it ain’t no match for the iron rod
The strongest wall will crumble and fall to a mighty God
For all those who have eyes and all those who have ears
It is only He who can reduce me to tears
Don’t you cry and don’t you die and don’t you burn
For like a thief in the night, He’ll replace wrong with right
When He returns
Truth is an arrow and the gate is narrow that it passes through
He unleashed His power at an unknown hour that no one knew
How long can I listen to the lies of prejudice?
How long can I stay drunk on fear out in the wilderness?
Can I cast it aside, all this loyalty and this pride?
Will I ever learn that there’ll be no peace, that the war won’t cease
Until He returns?
Surrender your crown on this blood-stained ground, take off your mask
He sees your deeds, He knows your needs even before you ask
How long can you falsify and deny what is real?
How long can you hate yourself for the weakness you conceal?
Of every earthly plan that be known to man, He is unconcerned
He’s got plans of His own to set up His throne
When He returns
Thank you so much for sharing this. Until your comment (and some research/reading I did following) I had no idea that Bob Dylan had become such a vocal follower of Jesus later in his career! For some reason this rlly touched my heart today. Great lyrics - thank you again🙏🏻✝️♥️
The song is from Dylan’s album, “Slow Train Coming” in 1979. I don’t know where he is in his faith journey now. But I hope he is still a faithful follower of Jesus.
He converted back to Judaism, and then converted to Islam.
Dylan wrote this?🤔. That’s encouraging!
He won the Nobel for his music a few years back, but didn't go to the ceremonies. The song of his that's been haunting me, that Patti Smith sang at the Nobel ceremony, is "A Hard Rain's Gonna Fall"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hXn9ZKPx6CY My sense is that the highway of diamonds he describes is about our collective secularism and worship of false gods. Leonard Cohen also wrote some prophetic songs, speaking to God: "You Want It Darker" e.g. "I didn't know I had permission to murder and to maim"
Ordering that from my library). Thanks!
It’s Monday so we’re back in the middle of all the news of corruption, cruelty and callousness. That’s why worshipping God on Sunday is my true booster, helping me to avoid being overwhelmed by the rest of the week and all that follows.
Game on.
👍🏻 My church has basically died after Covid and being closed a year. I have not been back because of their immediate caving to TPTB. The sermons do not address the spiritual war we are in. The church district replaced our beloved pastor breaking a promise made to him and his young family as soon as we opened again with a spiritual lightweight using sermons from seminary. More left then, especially young families. I have been feeling urging to return. 🙏🏻 About it. Almost all churches around me just bowed down so I have no alternatives. But perhaps I’m supposed to go back.
In the meantime follow Jack Hibbs from Calvary Chapel on YouTube. He’s very good.
Amen! I love Jack and his story, how he preaches the Word of God, his fearlessness, energy, involvement . If one good thing came out of the lockdowns for me, it would be Pastor Jack Hibbs!
Just subscribed to his podcast. Thanks!
Jack Hibbs is the best! He teaches directly from Bibical Scriptures, and includes how it relates to all the evil and corrupt we are dealing with in today’s sick world.
My second favorite pastor is Allen Jackson (Murfreesboro, TN) I watch on TBN, as my health issues won’t allow me to attend a physical Church. He also addresses the current sick environment we are dealing with, but not as directly as Jack Hibbs (Calif.) Allen teaches directly from the Bible as well.
I reject those pastors that are either Woke, or give us cotton candy sermons.
I listen on Jack's Real Life app! I have learned so much from him. I follow Amir Tsarfati on telegram b/c of him also.
Is it in the App Store?
Yes! Real Life with Jack Hibbs
Thanks for confirming. App Store was messing up earlier, but I found it. 😀
We go to church to put time aside to praise and worship God, not man. Pastors, preachers, ministers, priests are only just men..some are underwhelming in their sermons, some are overwhelming, but again, just men. We need to remember that. :-)
As a Catholic buddy of mine says, “I’m just here for Jesus!”. Find a worship center. Don’t try to do this alone!
Try Pastor Jack Hibbs, Calvary Chapel Hill Chino Hills, he’ll feed your soul! He fearlessly, with scripture and determination, takes it to the power elites every week. I listen to several online pastors, but Jack is a “MUST” for me. He has a lot going on, I’d like some of his energy! You can find him here: real life.com or https://calvarycch.org/
Thank you Theresa, I just commented the same before finding your reply! In keeping my comment short I omitted perhaps the most important point that I tell believers and non believers alike. It's not religion, it's a relationship with Jesus that saves.
.....YES!! I have the Real Life App on my phone. I listen to Pastor Jack Hibbs nearly every day!
Yessss, Jack is fearless in his sermons. I love to watch him, and even watch the same sermons several times waiting for a new one to come on TBN, or Jack’s online site.
Janet, I think we are witnessing the apostate church. My thoughts when the 'pandemic' was first declared that even Satan didn't realize how easy it would be to close the Church. My recommendation is to listen to Pastor Jack Hibbs of Calvary Chapel Chino Hills https://calvarycch.org/ , he's available on numerous platforms. I also suggest you read the book Letter to the American Church by Eric Metaxas. He compares todays church to 1930's German church during the ascent of Hitler. I tend to agree.
We are not to forsake the gathering together, find family, friends, and strangers to meet for a casual Bible study and refreshments, and visit of the wonders of Jesus and his gift.
I plan to buy Metaxas’ Letter to the American Church. I’ve read some of his other books, Is Atheism Dead, Martin Luther, about to read Bonhoeffer (about Bonhoeffer and the German Church’s failure during the time of Hitler.)
Well the current Pope is the anti pope and Apostate. Warned in the 3rd secret of Fatima of this, and of the Church's destruction (One World Religion).... the rest of the secret is pretty dire. Massive floods and earthquakes land masses disappearing in the blink of an eye... millions and millions killed, and most destruction rained up the Whore of Babylon aka USA. Because only look at what filth we spew to the world... And of course, our salvation will arise from the East, in Russia. Make of it what you will... but I believe that was the text of the 3rd secret of Fatima.
Can't do anything to change it from the outside. I'm sure others feel the same and if nothing else, Satan wants to use it to keep you out of church.
Janet ... thanks for this contribution. I find it all, the good and the bad, helpful here at C & C. Regarding the churches, I am seeing from people's antidotal comments that the one-third of church attendees never going back after the closings is true ... and in some cases on the very low side!
We don't go to any local churches because they stand for nothing. And if there is not real application of Christian teaching to this fallen world, the why bother? The time of pretending to be Christian is long gone. Given this, we have an on-line pastor. And his church never closed, never masked, never jabbed up ... and that church has grown substantial during the Fake-demic.
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Thank you for this Janet ❤️
God almighty's reckoning is not always visible at first. One of my favorite scriptures is this:
Revelation 8:1 KJVS
And when he had opened the seventh seal, there was silence in heaven about the space of half an hour.
It's a revelation to us, that when God/Heaven appears to be silent, it may be preparation for what He is about to do!
One of my husband's patients tragically committed suicide recently. After the news, my husband's medical assistant mentioned to him that this is the 5th or 6th suicide among his patients in a relatively short period of time. Made me wonder when he told me that . . .
Heartbreaking.
The Deagle Report... https://metallicman.com/the-shocking-2025-deagel-forecast-and-remote-viewing-the-future/ explained away by Deagle when challenged that many would be suicides... what did they know? Deagle is connected heavily or was to Deep State, who were and are directly responsible for this catastrophe
Makes me wonder if these poor souls have been vaxxed.
What kind of physician is he?
An internist.
I lost my Boo. Smartest man I ever met. So handsome, athletic, and FUN!!
He was in Brazil at the time of the shutdown and thought if he volunteered for the trials down there, he could get home sooner.
He did get home. In a beautiful walnut coffin.
That's devastating. May God bless and keep you. 🙏
Oh my gosh, I am incredibly sorry. Too much tragedy.
May the Lord give us peace and guidance.
So sorry for your loss 🙏🏻
Nancy. My heart and prayers go out to you.
There are no words other than I’m sorry
I’m so very sorry, that’s heartbreaking 😞
My condolences. Losing the love of your life is the worst. Covid policies contributed to the death of mine, preventing him from getting treatment in Germany, where they have more freedom in cancer treatments.
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😞 I’m so sorry, my heart hurts for you!🤗🤗🤗
My heartfelt condolences to you.
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I just hate that. I'm so sorry for your loss, Nancy.
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So sorry about this. RIP.
My son's dear friend hung himself last Spring. He was 16. He was boosted and had covid. We NEVER knew him to be sad or depressed, but he did have anxiety. He lived in a different state (summer friends). They never texted during the school year. Out of the blue he sent my son a couple texts the week before, mentioned his anxiety about Ukraine, then said he had Delta and the brain fog was lingering. I've always thought his suicide was related to covid/shots. (I suspect his sister had a severe reaction to HPV with years out of school, many surgeries starting at 13 post shot -- possible there's family sensitivities to adjuvants or immune stimulators.) Such a waste. He was a loving boy, smart, and a pleasure to be around.
All these stories are gut wrenching.
I agree 😢
Breaks my heart. So unnecessary. Our adult daughter is vaxxed and has effectively cut off her entire family (she lives in out west). She surrounds herself with industry people and claims we don't support her because of the jab mania.
May Jesus come quickly. Even so....
Our son and DIL “divorced” us bc of the jabs. He refers to us by our first names and they haven’t spoken to us for 16 months. They moved to a new address and didn’t tell us but we found out through the sibling text group. His sibs are “not getting involved” in the break, which means they tacitly support it. They are all jabboosted including the 4yo.
Son and DIL eventually decided to allow their 4yo to “see” us for an hour a week on video call. They are not in the frame and don’t talk directly to us, although they translate 4yo lockdown delayed language skills and monitoring what we say. We play with the kids’ old our matchbox cars (racing them down ramps for 4yo, and feel like Mr Rogers or Mrs Doubtfire - “tv” access only.
4yo has had a cold and cough for at least 5 weeks. They don’t answer when we ask about it.
It’s not a physical death but it grieves us every.single.day.
My heart breaks for you 💔 May the scales fall from their eyes very soon. 🙏🏻
Amen. Thank you
I relate on a lot of levels. Most of the time I try not to think about it because I need my strength to deal with my husband's cancer situation. So many broken people and broken families. Pretty sure that satan is celebrating his accomplishments and Jesus weeps.
LS - are you familiar with Ty and Charlene Bolinger? The Truth About Cancer
Yes!! They are a treasure, thank you! Very kind of you to mention them. We also use ChrisBeatCancer. Have a blessed evening!
Look up Joe Tippton... he beat cancer with a protocol, so have many many others. Pancur, (Fenbendazole), bio available Curcumin and other 'supplements'... and he was told to go home to die in 3 months. Cancer free and the cancer specialist could not believe it - he told him what he'd been taking? The cancer Doc said - they were exploring it in 1980s and stopped... why did they stop? Funding. Why no funding? Because well, maybe it was WORKING?
CapIT - I am so very sorry. I understand. I think it's almost worse than a death. There is no closure. My sister and I have experienced these feelings due to the death of our relationship with our two older brothers. Prayers for you.
Evil is as evil does. Your children are zombies. How did they wind up that way, and you didn't? I suggest the Media influence and social pressure got to them. Not strong enough to stand up to it. They didn't want to be thought of as kooks or conspiracy theorists (which are now coming real and true and we see they were not conspiracy theorists at all!) My Dad is all in jabs, Mom not so much he dragged her into boosting. I hate to say it, but I hope he goes first and quickly and she gets some independent ME time without him pressuring her. She never had any independence in her life due to him.... I'm unjabbed, ditto sis. Bro? Totally drinking the koolaid.
You make some interesting points. Our daughter would never have been labeled a zombie before any of this, strong Christian values, extremely independent and fiercely steadfast in accomplishing her academic and career goals - the last point is where this all came undone. Her allegiance to the corporation she is employed with, really took over her life. We hardly recognize her value system and priorities as being even remotely similar to her pre-2020 self.
Personally, I feel that the social engineering cut off so many relationships and really corrupted many socially. From the beginning of the PsyOps I feared that if this went on too long that some would never recover. Sadly, I think that touches all of us in some sad way.
I’m sorry. Yes - His coming is nearer and nearer.
A hearty amen on that one! Just pray my young daughter knows him before he returns.
Similar situation here with daughter and grands.
I am sorry. Too many of us in this weird storm. We need to band together and support one another. Pray they come to their senses, their eyes are opened to the truth.
She left to join a cult. So sorry.
That is EXACTLY what we equate it to. We pray for her, and our now ex-son-in-law as she also divorced him un-expectantly. Come quickly Lord Jesus.
There have been a lot of folks experiencing severe depression or anxiety or both following Virus infections as well. Even those not injected. It is dark indeed.
One needs to be strong to be aware of all of evil, the injuries and deaths which keep flowing like a river. Someone here coined it as a “state of perpetual grief.”
When it gets me down I remind myself that I have been praying for this - that “all deeds done or planned in darkness be brought to light and that God’s Justice (not man’s) be brought upon them.”
He is answering our prayers and helping us. The Jeff Childers of the legal community, Malone, Corey, etc of the medical world and so many others are standing firm and helping us help others move forward.
I can KNOW that He is in charge, He is the Light, even if it seems darker as darkness is exposed.
The reminder renews my strength and resolve to keep asking, keep moving forward through the darkness, to stay in the light, and keep following His will whenever I can discern it.
I love how you pray that these things be brought to light!
loss of long relationships will do that...
True as well.
But the particular folks whom I know who experienced this experienced a clear onset following the immediate infection period. It was not, for them, due to any loss of relationships. It was most definitively the result of the spike protein and its sequelae.
And even if we remove the shots as a factor in this poor boy's death, the mishandling of the pandemic with shutdowns, and fear and isolation would be enough to explain his desperate act. My goodness, my heart breaks anew and the tears flow fresh at every tragedy. I don't even know what to say anymore.
That's sad. 😔
So sad. I’m sorry. Suicide is so bleeping hard on those left behind.
There is a charity here in Texas that focuses on just that -- those left behind. The woman who started it did so because her husband committed suicide, leaving her and I think 4 young children. This was about a year prior to Covid. I did a feature story on her for the magazine I edit. It’s a beautiful charity: The Loved Ones Left Behind. Would be wonderful for others to start similar charities in other states.
Many are going to be left behind. The carnage is ramping up.
Yes
Think we could get Big Pharma to help fund it?
Ya, like NAMI…found out they are funded by Big Harma years ago. They try to talk family into keeping their loved ones on neuro toxic meds. Mental Health is just like vaccines. Need to do your own research. Learn about how toxic psych meds are and all about the history of psychiatry up to present. The horrible clinical trials, etc.
Yes, you are exactly right about NAMI. UGH. wish more would realize MH is about balance and gut health.
Ha! No.
Thank you for sharing. I'll have to check it out.
You’re welcome.
Forced jabs were not 'forced'. They were COERCED. Big difference. Choices were BAD - loss of job, income, livelyhood reputation family friends etc. BUT there WAS a choice. Only 25 percent of the pop. took that choice and said no way because they didn't trust the jabs OR the government, and they did that in teeth of enormous social/peer/economic pressure to conform and jab. Maybe those 25 percent who resisted are sane, the rest are insane by reason of 'going along to get along' and loving material things more than life itself. I have a friend who used 'forced us to jab' as an excuse because he'd lose his job if he didn't. He loves his job. BUT. He could have asked for an exemption, or fought it. He didn't. He didn't NEED the job economically, he's able to retire. But. He loves his job. He jabbed, then boosted - and goes around saying he doesn't support the jab mandates. BUT. He willingly took that jab, then a Shingles jab (worthless) and a flu jab (also worthless). Social pressure to conform? I'd guess yes. He worries now about his heart and other 'side effects' unknown. So, your 2 friends were not FORCED to jab, they CHOSE to jab, in the face of pressure. Their mental states may have been compromised (brain) by mis-folding spike proteins and other 'nano' junk interfering with proper brain chemistry. But, not forced. Choosen by free will. Evil to put people into that situation, but they were compliant in their own destruction *even though they didn't know it*. Moral of the story is to be most doubtful of anything your gov't mouth pieces tell you...
Hind sight is easier said than done.
I do not forgive nor forget that these people were the ones thinking I was *evil* and wanting me rounded up and imprisoned and denied my freedoms of opinion or choice as they ran out to get their jabs like good little lemmings. And that they would not listen to any counter arguments. They did it so they could be 'safe'. Their minds were closed to any other input but the 'media says' and 'experts' say. They 'went along to get along' to keep their 'material lifestyle' to 'travel' to 'eat out' etc. Now they reap their rewards. No sympathy. They had a choice. They could have researched, looking into the 'other side' of the argument, but chose not to. They could have taken material hits, and been ostracized, moved from one state to another, left their jobs (plenty did just that). But... Don't want to be a conspiracy theorist or a kook do we? And by that behavior they enabled the vax passport, the digital currency etc etc. Loving material things more than life itself...and so they reaped death. And I feel no sorrow except this: that people are very stupid gullible and mindless. And their children will not survive that are jabbed because they did not 'listen' to the data right in front of them. And due to them, great harm will be done to babies and innocents and other people. All for 'fear of dying' and 'being safe'. When has life ever come without death? We all die to get off the planet. Every day is one day closer to your end. And guess what? You don't know when where or how. And you never will. Because that's God's territory. Not yours. Never has been, never will be.
👍 Nobody here gets out alive. “Safe” is an illusion / delusion. These types have lost the plot. Tiny planet, short trip, even if one lives past 100. Eternity is unfathomable but ‘tis the scale. Call me disgusting and self-aggrandizing but free thinkers are the best of the best at this time on planet earth. Glad your energy is blessing the planet while I’m here, @Oona Pilot!
Amen!
Same as far as got exempted but was NOT forced to encourage or jab anyone (I too would have quit first). I helped others get their exemptions too even the girl who doesn’t believe in god and will tell you that to your face if you ask. Everyone was pissed she got a religious exemption but I say they can piss off. I told her to tell them that her religion is that her body is a temple and she’s not gonna jack it up with experimental products and beyond that it’s noyb. My store manager tried to get me to give a Covid shot once bc the 8AM pharmacist was late and I told her that she REALLY didn’t want me to go into that room and tell the person my version of informed consent. She just looked at me, thought about it and said ok. She told my pharmacy manager on me (who already KNEW I wouldn’t do it) and so was unimpressed by my “bad” behavior. I’m pretty lucky as far as that goes. Still working and not jabbing! Go me.
Christy - I’m so very sorry for these tragic losses.
It just dawned on me after reading your comment that a young man in his 30’s started using drugs again after being clean for 10 years. Had a great job after getting a degree and was about to be married. I assumed it was due to the jab when I learned of his sudden death this past September. Then learned it was due to an overdose. Now I know the jab is most likely to be blamed. I heard that his mother could not accept what had happened. A mother KNOWS.
Both Troy's Mother and I could not understand why Troy would shoot himself in the head. He was the most upbeat guy anyone knew and as one friend put it: On the scorecard for reasons to live, Troy checked all the boxes".
I cannot imagine being that parent. Tragic enough when someone has struggled with depression previously, but to have it come out of the blue - beyond tragic. I honestly don't know why I keep asking when will people wake up. Some (like my older brothers) never will. One of them had a sudden death in their extended family and still aren't questioning anything.
Our daughter also shot herself on the head 5 months before Covid was announced. Her mother found her, and I was right behind her after calling 911. It is an image that will stay with us to our graves. She was depressed for years. A good article on Epoch Times today talks about "minor" ( the author, a soldier said there is no such thing) brain injuries. He correctly said the SOP for allopathic medicine is to prescribe a toxic cocktail. He has never seen anyone cured by it, nor have we. The coroner found 5 of these Big Pharma poisons in her body, all of which had depression and suicide as "side effects." Her shrink lied and said she had been off most of them for months. So, they do work as intended, just like the jabs. Sick people, sick world.
Roland - I have no words. Please know that I am praying for you and your wife.
I do believe it is a relief in some sense to be able to pinpoint the jab instead of someone going MI all of a sudden and so shocking.
Yes we do🥰
I had a pulsing sound in my head for over a year after 2 Pfizer jabs. It was intermittent, but when it was active I felt like I was losing my mind. If it had been constant, I don't know what I would have done. I am so sorry for your loss.
I had my second Moderna jab in April of 2021. In July I had a sound in my ears that sounded like a lawnmower. Coincided with when I went swimming. So I used swimmers ear and it left me. So who knows the real cause. Mine wasn’t constant either. I’ve heard of people taking their own lives from issues like this. I’m glad yours went away as well.
A friend I know who had the first two jabs developed tinnitus also and said it was just horrible and driving her crazy. It was intense for almost a year and then ebbed. I cannot imagine.
My mom just got the updated Moderna booster in November and the next day developed severe vertigo and mild tinnitus. She’s powering thru and has good days and bad but said when it’s bad it’s hard to even function. She doing PT and I’ve got her taking NAC and Vitamin D to boost her immune system. I’d like to treat with more but she’s super resistant to my medical advice since covid. We used to own a business together and she knows I’m a good caring pharmacist who has always believed in the power of nutrition as it was a cornerstone of our pharmacy business and I’ve never fully trusted Big Pharma (I’d tease my former classmates and coworkers who went to work for them that they are working for the enemy--didn’t realize then just how right I was even then). But now that I’ve seen the light regarding the vax scam (all of them) she doesn’t want to believe that I might be right for some reason. It’s heartbreaking really. But I still have her in my life so I can’t complain too much. Grateful for that.
Nicotine Gum or Patch has been proven to help with this terrible side effect. Dr. Bryan Ardis has discussed this many times. Good Luck, noise and dizziness will drive any Living thing over the deep end.
Both my husband and I both got tinnitus from Covid itself. We are not jabbed. That’s how I know it’s man made. No other virus I know has ever given me tinnitus.
That sounds horrible 😞
I am so sorry. So heartbreaking. I weep for humanity.
This is so very sad Christy. God be with you and the families of these lost ones. Jeff said something in his post today that I somewhat disagree with…”But we don’t have time for grief”. Grief will come whether or not we have time…it’s become part of the fabric of our lives because death has come. We deal with it by trusting God for strength and wisdom.
We don’t have to melt with the grief. My precious mama, long gone now, experienced the death of her 3rd child on Christmas Eve in 1934. This beautiful baby boy had been born just a month earlier in perfect health. A new family had moved in down the road and that mama walked her little ones down the country road to see the new baby. One or more of those little ones had impetigo. The baby developed a pimple on its abdomen, which worsened by the day. (Penicillin wasn’t discovered/ manufactured yet. I read recently that the U.S. military pushed the production later in anticipation of the massive wounding they knew would come with WWII.). All that the doctor they consulted could do was provide morphine. So my mama watched her baby die painfully for nearly a month.
I always knew there had been a baby that died. But I never heard the story until one Christmas Eve, when I was a young mother in the mid 70s.
My mother was made of iron, yet tender and nurturing with the 7 of us that made it to adulthood and beyond. I’m sure she wanted to curl up in a ball of grief. But then who would take her place with the tasks that had to be done if the family was to survive. I pray to have a portion of her physical, emotional and spiritual strength in this world.
Willing Spirit, the pseudonym you use here tells us that you do have a good portion of her strength. The older generations seemed much stronger the later ones and I think they were because hard times bred tough people. But my mom always said, “you do what you’ve gotta do”. And she lived through many tough experiences with grace and strength, kindness and love.
Your story reminds me of a time when my son fell and got a cut on his knee. He was about 9, a very active, tough kid. A little injury like that never slowed him down for a minute. I never remembered how we treated it at the time, probably wiped the blood away pored some peroxide or iodine on it, put on a bandaid and he was back outside playing. A few days later I looked at it and there was a red line going up from the cut about 3”. Infection in his blood stream! I panicked! I rushed him to the first pediatrician I could get in with, an old doctor who’d been around a long time. Of course (thank God) we DID have Penicillin at that time and the doctor gave him a shot right away. Then he turned to me and said, “and if you want to keep this boy out of the hospital, here is what YOU have to do “ He said to boil water with a few tablespoons of Epsom Salts added, soak a towel in this and wrap his leg with it as hot as he could stand it, wrap a plastic bag and another towel around that. Do this, changing the towel for another hot one, every hour for the next 8 hours. He told me that this kind of remedy was all they had before the invention of penicillin, and if I was diligent it would work quickly to draw the infection out. He said to bring him back the next day to see if hospitalization would be necessary. We followed doctors orders to a T, I was so scared that I may have even used it longer than 8 hours. The next day, he looked at it, and gave me a pat on the back with, “you did a good job, mom”. This incident made me a huge believer in the power of some home remedies - I’m not saying it would have saved your brother, but I know that God gave us simple things like honey and Epsom Salts and modern medicine too often ignores those powerful remedies in favor of pharmaceuticals. I’ve used this remedy many times in the 40+ years since.
Empirical medicine. Try what you've seen work, even if you can't explain WHY it works. Modern docs never do this. Just prescribe a pill and move on. The ignorance is astonishing. Nutrition? Easy Home Cures? Nope, and nope.
True, I like the term empirical medicine.
Thank you for sharing this true life story and your conviction that we have all kinds of healing provided through the natural world. Important reminder. 🤍
"Acute Psychosis after COVID-19 Vaccination"
Did not make anything of it until reading this. Might be a link, might not.
https://nypost.com/2023/01/28/lindsay-clancys-husband-pleads-for-people-to-forgive-her-for-killing-their-children/
I wondered if she had gotten the shot too. I know that post-partum depression can be extreme (a friend's friend just committed suicide after the birth of her third), but how much more would your head be messed with if you got the shot?
What a horrible tragedy! How will this woman go on with life at this point?
I’m so sorry
That’s so awful 😞 So very sorry for your loss, and their families’ loss 😞
My deepest condolences. Tragic. 🙏🏼
So sorry for your loss
Awful. I also had 2 family members of friends do so this past year.
Breaks my heart. So sorry.