The kitchen table was at first in my old home, but when we were rebuilding, it was in my grandma's home. There was a side door (that didn't really exist in the real house) that we were taking it through. To me, his message was that I had to let new people and new experiences come in. I have been so sad for so long over the loss of my former home and nearly everyone to the scamdemic that I have become apathetic and just ready to pass on so I can be with those I love again. (That does not mean self harm.) His message, I think, was if I wanted my feeling of home back again, I couldn't look to the ones who had died. I couldn't look to old friends who I parted ways with. I couldn't keep trying to make the house I've lived in for 17 years my home. It isn't. It never will be. I don't know, I'm still milling the whole thing over. But yes, it was a strong feeling that this dream was a message. Most of mine are not, but I think this one was.
You are very, very kind, to respond to my comment. Tonight, in next 60 seconds, as I go to bed (and thus, freed from distraction), I will pray for you.
The kitchen table was at first in my old home, but when we were rebuilding, it was in my grandma's home. There was a side door (that didn't really exist in the real house) that we were taking it through. To me, his message was that I had to let new people and new experiences come in. I have been so sad for so long over the loss of my former home and nearly everyone to the scamdemic that I have become apathetic and just ready to pass on so I can be with those I love again. (That does not mean self harm.) His message, I think, was if I wanted my feeling of home back again, I couldn't look to the ones who had died. I couldn't look to old friends who I parted ways with. I couldn't keep trying to make the house I've lived in for 17 years my home. It isn't. It never will be. I don't know, I'm still milling the whole thing over. But yes, it was a strong feeling that this dream was a message. Most of mine are not, but I think this one was.
You are very, very kind, to respond to my comment. Tonight, in next 60 seconds, as I go to bed (and thus, freed from distraction), I will pray for you.
Thank you, I sincerely appreciate that! ❤