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May 22Liked by Jeff Childers

There are many more that have awakened than when I first read this, but it still resonates:

“Sometimes it is a curse to be 'awake'. While awakening is the most liberating, empowering and far-reaching journey, it is also the loneliest and most confusing journey of all.

No one talks about the darkness that accompanies awakening, or the grief that comes with it. You mourn not only the life and illusions you once had, but also the realization that almost everything you once thought you knew is a lie. The beliefs you held onto, the people you learned to trust, the principles you were taught.

You mourn the loss of many relationships with people who simply won't and can't "see" it. You feel alone, ridiculed and shamed, not only by the masses, but for many of us by your own family and friends. You feel like you no longer have much in common with the people around you.

It is difficult to have useless and superficial conversations that lack substance with those who are still in deep sleep. Some even mourn the loss of their ignorance, because ignorance makes many things easier.

There is no way to sugarcoat it: waking from twilight sleep is brutal. You will go through the full range of human emotions. You will dive down the darkest rabbit hole, processing information only to emerge and cope with daily life. You will feel more and more disconnected from family and friends, as if you were living in another world.

If you recognize yourself, know that you are not alone. Not only are you not alone, there are many of us. We may be separated by distance, but we are deeply connected.”

~SaBi~

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I still would rather be awake regardless how painful it is.

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Of course! I have no regrets. It’s great that Laura is able to put into words what I’ve felt for the last 6 years.

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Teresa - I wish I could take credit for writing that and I wish I could talk to the person who wrote it. We would be kindred spirits.

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I copied & pasted it onto my FB page and gave you the credit for the quote! It was a remarkable piece!

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Great that you posted on FB Susan. But I can’t take credit for it. The author is shown as “Sabi”. A friend sent me a link on X.

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I understand that…I captured the entire thing along with the name at the end, signifying that they were the author, not you. But YOU brought it to our attention here! Otherwise I never would have seen it. So you get a gold star ⭐️ for a finder’s fee! 😇

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It was a beautiful, and sobering, comment.

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I’m listening to Snowden’s conversation with Joe Rogan. Snowden woke up before most of us.

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Is this a recent conversation?

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This description is exactly what I felt in 2020-2021. That's why I left California and moved to Florida. Best decision ever!

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I left NYC and moved to Florida as well. It’s been a strange transition but I don’t regret it.

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I wanted to do that, but my husband’s job is here with only a few years left for retirement.

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There’s somewhat of a peace that comes with being awake. You’re aware to the BS and that’s the peace that comes with understanding: https://unorthodoxy.substack.com/p/the-spiritual-perspective-of-reality-aa8

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At least if one is aware of what the biomedical security state is capable of, a person could be at least more prepared.

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Helps you prioritize.

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They also pick a critical issue on which to harp to cover activity in another area, which they are trying to hide.

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But there's always the wonder if the other kind can really even feel pain.

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Well, I guess if they take SSRIs, they probably are numb.

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Or gone shootin’!

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lol, Kathleen, thanks for the chuckle.

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Still can't "like" comments, but I wanted to let you know I read it.

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I am having the same issue ?

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Living in denial has gotta hurt. And there are alot of miserable looking people.

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May 22·edited May 22

Nope. I don't think so. The vast majority of people I know are in denial and they're way happier than I am. They still have "their futures" ahead of them, whereas we know our futures will be vastly different than we thought. Threats from the government for telling the truth, possible incarnations for same, forced vaxxes, property loss, due to new policies or vastly increased fees, on and on.

Edit: OOPS! Incarcerations! NOT incarnations. 🙄

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I whole heartedly agree. Almost everyone I know is in this category. I listen to them talk about their future plans: trips, career moves, relationships, and remember what that joy felt like just a few years ago.

I still prefer the truth of reality and keep looking UP.

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They only appear happy. Depression arises from under the surface that is so inexplicable that they keep it hidden from even their closest relationships. Peace does not exist without the peacemakers.

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Ignorance is bliss. Most people prefer to remain blissfully unaware of

the catastrophe that is coming down all around us. Substack seems to be the one place where most people have an awareness of what is happening, and all are rightfully concerned. I don't know how to wake up the Facebook crowd. I have tried, but failed to inform them.

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Does anybody consider the religious implications? If there is a judgement day, how does it make sense to judge a person who is nothing more than a mindless, drone follower, incapable of thinking for themselves? Might as well be passing judgement on a rabbit or squirrel.

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From a Christian perspective, the judgement day that will come to all after their death will be for their entire lives, not just this period. God says that "...since what may be known about God is plain to them, because God has made it plain to them. 20 For since the creation of the world God’s invisible qualities—his eternal power and divine nature—have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that people are without excuse." Romans 1 So, God can be seen in everyone's life, thru nature, our bodies and their functions, etc. But, some/many refuse to see. Could they? Yes, but it would require them to humbly search for real truth, not just an echo of what they think. This is clearly a summary and not comprehensive, but, of course, rabbits and squirrels are incapable of rational thought, while the vast majority of ppl should be capable. Have you seen the video of Yuri Bezmenov talking about how to demoralize the United States thru propaganda? CHILLING and we are living in the effects now. I think this is why do many are incapable.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hr5sTGxMUdo

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The scary thing is that the Bezmenov interview was done in 1984....40 years ago. So much of what he said was already in place and would happen is now happening.

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Yes, judgement for their entire lives, not just this period. But do you think the drones turned on a dime in 2020? Millions of us recognized it as a scam, it was obvious by about March 2020, by the time the two weeks was extended. Sure, they fell victim to propaganda, but whose fault was that? It was obvious propaganda, for God's sake. Rabbits and squirrels may not think rationally in the same way a minority of humans can, but I love'em. They seem to have a leg up on us, best I can tell.

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What's even more important is that after being judged, everyone who is in Christ will be forgiven for their sins and failings. Ultimately the question will be whether each of us has chosen to trust and serve Him, even if we screwed up badly by giving too much trust to people who lied to us (as just one example).

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This is true, but the indoctrination at public schools and then the media had done its work and prepared them to follow whatever they were told.

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👍🏻

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a person who is nothing more than a mindless, drone follower, incapable of thinking for themselves

but the person just described has made DECISIONS along the way to remain in that mindless unawares state. We ARE all responsible before the God who made us to know Him. Ignorance is no excuse. None of us are mere "victims of ur circumstances".

Find a bible and read Jpb's story. Or how about that of Moses? Or how about Peter? Look at his cowardice on the night Jesus ws taken prisoner, He had walked daily with him three some years, and slithered off into the shadows cursing and swearing tht "I do not know the Man". then flip over a few ore pages and read in Acts chapter two, that same man... how he stood up and spoke to the crowd.. and no, that crowd was no friendly gathering of twenty or so. When he was done speaking three thousand out of that crowd (how big was the wee lot of them? Perhaps ten thousand?) turned and began to follow that same Jesus whom Peter had, not two months prior, vehemently denied with oaths and curses.

We are NONE OF US with any excuse. Creation itself screams of the existence and glory of he One who made it all.

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When an institution is corrupted, about 50% willingly go along. About 30% wish they didn’t feel compelled to go along. 20% refuse to go along.

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Let us not forget that only 3% of the American colonies fought for freedom in the Revolutionary War. I have at least two family members that I know of who did on one side of the family with more likely.

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They can't...no soul...no heart...

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Same, Kathleen

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Same.

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It is crazy to me that others had this Exact experience! I seriously felt like I was the only one!! Bless my 80+ yr old parents who listened to me the whole time because I had no one else to talk too. I’m not a writer but I sure wish I would have journaled some stuff. Although just reading this takes me back to memories I don’t want to revisit. 😅 I screenshot this!! Thanks for sharing it!

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Agreed on the journaling! Interesting anecdote: during my rare FB check on extended family and distant friends, I recall that many of the more liberal posted on the craziness (in a good way, of course) of lockdowns so that reminders would show up in future “remember when” … I suspect so that they could look back and chuckle at what we all endured “for the good of humanity.” Not a single remembrance has surfaced. Did I miss them, or are they now not viewing the tyranny in the same favorable light? IDK, but the difference is remarkable. Lots of new focus on F&F.

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Good point, but they haven’t changed their profile picture. You know, the circle announcing they were vaxxed. At least I still know not to friend them! 😉

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Possibly still transitioning to their new fundamental transformation.

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'Like' button stopped working again, but had to say 😂😁!

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Mine too — and many more commented the same below!

YO SUBSTACK!! HEY!

Need a fix down here!!

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It was my 80+ mom (dad passed in 2004) who has listened and listened and is STILL listening, bless her. ❤️

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My “journal” is in screenshots and I need more gigs!

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My journal—what I tell God— is revealing as I read what I wrote during the lockdown. I cycled between being scared, to confused, to aware, to angry—sort of pingpong balling through these phases. But as I wrote my concerns, my awareness of my sovereign God was constant. He did then, and still does now, hold His in the palm of His hand.

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I spent a lot of time swimming. It was the only thing that kept me sane. At one point, I had to give up my local pool (once they opened again. Before that, we swam in the ocean) and swim elsewhere for several months because they were requiring the proof card.

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💯 agree. That journal is a treasure!

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⬆️ YES!!!

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😂 📷

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I marched and protested the “vaccines” mandates and made a number of friends from that. Being able to chat with them has kept me sane. Also, both my husband and teen agree.

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👍🏻

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If you’re in God’s Word, and you know your Savior is going to come again soon, everything going on fits in perfectly with God’s plan for this broken world. Take heart and trust in the Lord! He is faithful!

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True but you are more aware because HE has left us warnings in HIS Word. HE has also told us how to heal our land and it takes more than just believing and trusting. We as individuals who believe and follow have the responsibility to humble ourselves, repent, seek HIS words and instructions, follow those instructions. In other words change how we live putting HIM in HIS proper place and stop worshipping other idols like self/ego, money, possessions, sports, entertainment, etc etc. Then HE will heal our land. HE says it, HE does it. But HE also warns what happens if we decide not to follow HIS instructions. It is our choice. Decide wisely.

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Perfect commentary and analysis.

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Amen. Come quickly Lord Jesus.

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Amen Julie

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But don't bet the ranch.

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Proverbs 3:5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart!✝️

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Great comment Laura. Pretty much everything you described happened to but with one exception. I didn't find awaking traumatic but invigorating.

Like most here I'm by nature a very curious person who likes to understand how things work. Nothing made sense before, the contradictions, the fear-mongering, the falsehoods, the continuing uneasiness at immoral nonsense all around (that others act as if its normal). But after waking up things fell right into place. Understanding the depth of corruption and demonic activity was unsettling, but finally things made sense. Things were now crystal clear, the constant confusion and sense that things just didn't add up was gone. Finally clarity. (And clarity that happens to exactly align with biblical truth.) I consider it God's grace, He lifted the scales from my eyes.

One thing I have to continuously guard against (and often fail) is arrogance toward those still asleep. I find it often turns to contempt, I want to grab them and shake them and shout, "what is wrong with you, cant you see what' going on, it's so obvious!! Any moron can see it!" But most people aren't curious, they like their comforting illusions, they have no great love for the truth. So they walk around in a stupor, vaxxed to the gills, in debt up to their eyeballs, glued to the TV, hooked on a vapid and degenerate popular culture. It isn't pretty which feeds the contempt, I have to fight it every day. There are the string-pullers, and there are the unthinking cogs, the latter group are weak but they aren't evil (unlike the former).

God's grace is good and He woke us up for a reason. Don't squander it.

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Well said Jeff C. I think I was in a nap zone. I was aware of many atrocities occurring in the last 25 years, but it became crystal clear during the plandemic. So many people just didn't want to acknowledge things, I was described as a health nut.

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All who keep their radios set on npr, televisions set on cbs nbc bsnbc abc pbs (public brainwashing system), for the latest “news” broadcast, are driving in a thick cloud, a deadly fog, of mass deception and destruction, with an immovable brick wall up ahead!FUNDAMENTAL TRANSFORMATION!

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Frogman, I like your acronym for PBS Public brainwashing system. lol

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Well said. To me the whole covid pandemic was a hoax. Yes, people died but not from covid. Hospital added covid as death to get the bonus money. It was all based on greed. Pure evil when mandated. The stupid mask wearing, 6 ft separation, and constant fear mongering was over the top. I saw thru it by March 2020 and refused to get jabbed. It was embarrassing to see how many fell did it and acted like sheep. We must all recognize manipulation and demand a stop.

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Friends don’t let friends listen to npr

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Love it 🤣🤣

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So true... "people aren't curious" and they don't reason or question things... As a child my mom always said "because I said so" as she did know best. BUT, I explained my reasoning to my kids so they would understand my reasoning and make better choices, and they do.

We are taught to obey authority without question and children should always question authority, respectfully. It may have saved us all from taking an experimental jab, unconstitutional restrictions, and trusting in the news etc. that literally controls our thinking.

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Taste, and see. Extraordinary Bible teachers 24/7/365.

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Stay updated and accurately informed.

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Thanks.

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Jeff C - so profoundly and beautifully said.

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Thanks for this. I agree. I have been invigorated by the awakening. And I am also learning the importance of being non-judgmental. I needed to do that anyway!

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There is no reason to default into the hands of the devil just yet. This very well could be the final lap, but let’s not remove our hands from the steering wheel so easily.

‘He that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.’ Matt 24:13

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Unthinking cogs aka Useful Idiots

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🎯

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Laura, thank you for this post. It is apropos and heartfelt. My heart felt it.

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Love this. Reminds me of Frederick Douglass’s biography, where he actually had a moment of regret for learning to read and become educated. It was easier to be asleep and not recognize that awful situation they were in. But freedom does not that way lie. And he knew he had to help his brothers and sisters out of the darkness. That’s why we continue to fight.

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“Liking” your comment the hard way.

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My ‘like’ button finally working. 👍🏻

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Wow! Buy that lottery ticket while you’re on a streak - LOL! Mine hasn’t yet, even when viewing articles from within the Substack account site. I wish they’d post a fix!

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I wish they would post a fix also, but I also wish Jeff would acknowledge this is happening to many of us, and that he is looking into it.

What is odd is I cannot like a single comment, yet it WILL register a Like when liking Jeff’s substack page. That is the “only” like that will show up.

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Mee too. On every ‘stack.

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😁👍🏻

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I saw this meme yesterday on youtube: "Whenever I'm feeling down I just remind myself that trillions of dollars of propaganda didn't work on me."

Being Awake isn't easy. But this is a very happy thought!

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My ♥️ feels it every single day. That’s why I remind myself… trust in the Lord with all my ♥️lean not on my own understanding but in all my ways acknowledge HIM & HE will make my path clear. (Some days are clearer than others). You are The Best Laura R Kasner. I am proud to call you sister & best friend.

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I love and cherish you sissy. God gave us such a gift to have one another. 🥰

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Yes, the rest of the story is to consider God's part in this and be reassured.

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May 22·edited May 22

Felt this way almost 20 years ago when I realized what had been done with the pediatric vaccine schedule (it exploded starting in the 90s). That and GMO food. One of the few silver linings to the Covid Reign of Terror is that more people see it.

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Yes, more people SEE it, but what are they DOING about it? Still too many keep their mouths shut and don't speak out.

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This! it says everything we are all going through. My parents have both passed and now everything they warned us about & had hoped we wouldn't become has happened.

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"You will feel more and more disconnected from family and friends, as if you were living in another world."

I am very bothered by people who respond to comments not by giving evidence for their beliefs, but merely posting 😂. My friend is severely vax injured. 😂 Excess death numbers have greatly increased. 😂 The shots are causing cancer. 😂 If social media had been around during the Nazi area, I can imagine this: The Jews are being taken to camps and are being killed. 😂 Hitler is going to take away religious freedom. 😂 It is never right to single out a group of people and declare them unworthy to live. 😂

We are headed toward slavery, but don't worry, it won't affect you. They'll leave you alone if you just stay silent.

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We have always been history buffs, focused on Civil War, Revolutionary, WW2, and some of WW1. Gotta know how one leads to another... but during Vivid i bought books and books of survivor stories and am part of an Auswitz memorial and museum fb group. America is now a Nazi look alike. They didn't die. They learned from their mistakes. They don't do law and they educate YOUR CHILDREN to hate it! Reparations are a Nazi plan! Public school is Nazi Youth Camp, gov employment is the 'work makes us free' plan to enslave. Yes, there are ppl who'd rather be slaves than be free. It took Moses 80 years and a dead generation to get the slave mentality out of them. It isn't about skin color, it's about culture.

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Anyone who doesn’t believe your statement, RJ, needs to do some research into Operation Paperclip… and anyone who doesn’t know what that is needs to pull their head out of the sand!

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Thank you, I'll look into that.

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You were so spot on!

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Amen. Nazism is just another flavor of Marxism and all that we are experiencing have been experienced many times before us. And now they are in the process of showing the iron fist. Their narrative is now turning to characterizing Christianity and Christians as terrorists and "theocratic" revolutionaries who are intent on destroying "democracy" and enslaving everyone. As always happens in Marxist takeovers, they are now coming for us.

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As a history buff, one more book for you (archived and now free/PDF) that might add to the 'flavor' of what happened then and what's happening now.

Sometimes truth are actually lies, and vis versa.

Enjoy and thanks for the comment(s).

https://ia601705.us.archive.org/2/items/ConjuringHitler/ConjuringHitler.pdf

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I definitely feel that pain to an extent. I'll admit to being the one posting that response to some things. The people who are so over-the-top infected by TDS that they praise Biden for his "mental sharpness" and just cannot see anything outside of their orange-man-bad glasses. I've had to block a couple of them because they were so insane.

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You are lucky it was only a couple, I have lost as many friends and been cancelled by extended family over TDS as I have from covid insanity.

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I'm still hearing from people-- in fact it happened again yesterday-- that those who didn't take the shots, it was because they were "Trump people." I mean, hello? What planet do they live on?

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So stupid, Transcriber! Seems like I read somewhere? that Trump was responsible for Warp Speed?? The Demoncrats are such hypocrites; they said they would not take Trump's vaccine, but once Biden was installed, it was suddenly safe and effective.

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I know, it makes no sense. As best as I can parse it out, people who say such things have the idea that there are all these shadowy rabid right-wing kooks out there, mainly in the red states, and especially in the South, who are (so they seem to believe) the only ones who could possibly be objecting to the "the science" of "the vaccines." And of course it is also an article of religious faith among them that not only are the shots totally safe, but the Bad Orange Man is Very, Very, Very Bad Indeed. There's no common sense, basic logic, nor any curiosity evidenced on their part about any of this. At least that has been my personal experience with the people I know who say such things. They've all taken anywhere from 3 to 8 of these shots by now, and a lot of them have bad brain fog (which they ascribe to old age or their multiple covid infections). And they're still reading the New York Times. And, by the way, attending an unusual number of funerals.

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Exactly. That is still something I cannot understand. Why is one's health every dictated by politics?

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This is out of context, but I just want to thank you for all the work you're doing. I get your updates all the time and appreciate all the effort you're putting into chronicling this debacle.

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Hi Doug, Thank you for your kind words, I really appreciate it.

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What is TDS? All these abbreviations lol,

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Trump Derangement Syndrome. People who mindlessly parrot the 'destroy our democracy' 'Trump is Hitler/racist/xenophobe/misogynist' talking points, and I guess actually believe them. I was a very reluctant Trump voter in 2016 but the more they thrashed about and vilified him, the more I stood up for him. It all came to a head in Jan 2021, and the perfect storm of the vid and the so called insurrection was a line in the sand, where I was jettisoned and I jettisoned people who could not stop picking fights over either Trump or the shot/masks, or both.

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Yes, I also had luke warm feelings for Trump, I loved what he did for the economy and America. The more they spoke against him, the more I started to like him. Now I am a 100% supporter, based on what he accomplished. I also knew I could never support the clintons. I just pray that we still have a country for him to turn around.

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@Nikki Trump Derangement Syndrome 🧡

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Oh man oh man, laughing out loud

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I believe that we have to work like the French underground or the underground transportation of slaves from the south to freedom. Barrett Station near Crosby Texas ( where I coached taught and had a farm for 30 years) was one of those substations. It may come to this for us purebloods eventually. But if we actually study history, this has been going on since the beginning. The devil was intelligent in framing the US as this perfect society or country by controlling the information/media etc..

Our reward is eternal and we are here to bring others to God. I believe we have so much left to do and God has a purpose for all of us. If you neglect his crumbs on the trail, you will be led back to the beginning. Now at 63, I finally feel I have an understanding of my purpose, even though I know it may change daily. Jeffs substack is definitely part of it. I will be starting my own soon and began a paying membership this week as the Holy Spirit led me to join.

For all those who are so disappointed in our country, just assume it was a spouse of 30-40 years whom you found out was two timing you FOREVER. Life is so good even here in the devil’s playground and there are a LOT of us here. This is a great meeting place, our Underground Railroad station. After teaching histories and sciences for almost 4 decades I realize I was teaching falsehoods taught to me, like many doctors on the take. I’m a changed person and I believe many doctors are realizing their mistakes BUT we’re NEVER going to hear their resurrection stories unless through sites like these. Sorry for the long write, just waiting for the Belle Chasse ferry to cross the Mississippi (awesome experience twice a day) south of New Orleans to port Sulphur to drive workers into construction of the biggest cryogenic natural gas plant in the world. I may be here 3 years 🤣💪🏽

Joe- Coachbear- Urban Farmboy

Ps grammatical errors caused by voice to text 🤪

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Headed toward…we are in the area of slavery as most are now slaves to their debt. Most work and live month to month barely making ends meet! I saw a recent meme about 5 million jobs being added to the economy and a worker saying, “Yes, I have 3 of them and I still can’t afford my rent.”

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A far worse form of slavery is coming, through digital surveillance and ongoing governmental worldwide oppression. World events seem to be straight from the Bible these days. The good news is that the supernatural evil is causing some to consider placing their faith in Christ. ✝️

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Our pastor says “ Things aren’t falling apart,they're falling in place”

He has a weekly podcast “Signs of the Times” (ie https://calvaryknoxvillewia.subspla.sh/czw8j2n)

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I also attend a Calvary Chapel. Last Sunday the pastor said that even Calvary pastors are moving away from Biblical truth. He tells us frequently how he is standing against it all and those in the seats who disagree are invited to leave.

Difficult times need difficult truths.

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However, if there is any consolation to this, you definitely found out who your true friends were in the end.

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So true, even my jabbed friends, now wish they hadn't. So grateful they didn't cancel me, as so many did to others. They truly believed they were helping mankind. So sad.

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True, but I would not trade it for life itself. From Clif High's article he posted yesterday. he describes one of my horrid sister in laws to a "T", who even my wife admits is the most willfully ignorant person she knows.

"“No man is born into this World a Master. For this reason, Man is equipped by Nature with the greatest of treasures, the ability to Learn. From Learning comes all forms and levels of enlightenment. The Man who applies himself, and studies to Learn, thus finds Salvation. There is no more Evil a curse than to name a man as Ignorant.”

While reportedly from an unnamed 2nd century BCE Persian poet referencing an inscription on a tomb from the Achaemenid Empire that had ended a few centuries earlier, we find this concept repeatedly working its way throughout history from 11th century Aiki-jujutsu texts, to 15th century Qabalah and magic commentary.

It is still valid in our Times; there is no Evil greater than Ignorance.

Assumptions are the base of Ignorance. If you are assuming that you do know, then you won’t seek to know. Assumptions are dangerous, especially unrecognized, and unacknowledged, as they blind you to what you do not know. Assumptions are built upon mountains riddled with tunnels and caves of ignorance."

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YES! I am a business researcher, and when people ask me 'who is your ideal client'? I will sometimes say 'People who know what they don't know". I spent the early years of launching my business trying to convince people that hiring an outside set of eyes to examine the assumptions around their business decisions was good business insurance. But found it ate up too much biz dev time trying to sell a 'need' instead of just trying to sell a service.

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Roland - can you give me a link to Clif High?

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It is good to give thanks to Yahweh

And to sing praises to Your name, O Most High;

To declare Your lovingkindness in the morning

And Your faithfulness by night,

With the ten-stringed lute and with the harp,

With resounding music upon the lyre.

For You, O Yahweh, have made me glad by what You have done,

I will sing for joy at the works of Your hands.

— Psalm 92:1-4 LSB

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I have this as an embroidery I did years ago in college. ❤️

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Love this scripture

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“You have made me glad by what You have done . . .” 🙌🏻

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Lovingkindness, what a great word…

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It is. We studied it as part of a study on God’s character several years ago. ❤️

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The sweetest word ever!

It’s better than life!

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May 22Liked by Jeff Childers

I am in Multnomah County, and maybe one of the few C&C readers out here - I voted for Vasquez yesterday 🗳 Schmidt isn’t acknowledging defeat yet..

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it's a crying shame, because Oregon is such a beautiful state. Like Washington, it has been stolen by satanists.

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Same with California. Such a beautiful state, ruined by decades of Dem control. And thanks to fraudulent elections, will remain a Dem stranglehold.

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Please, not Oregon, just Portland.

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The cancer has its beginning in Portland. I’ve heard that it can metastasize. Poll watchers are needed at every polling place nationwide.

Yes, we are almost through joboma’s third term, and with our best efforts, can indeed prevent his fourth!

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They tried to infiltrate our area, set up camp in our biggest park, but were thrown out in good time. For one, there are no punk locals who wanted to join them, and two, the city and police knew what to do. (It's a fine line here in Oregon where the state protects agitators.)

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Enhance one’s personal security and well being. John’s wife, a city girl, gives her reaction to his grooming her to become responsible for herself when he’s away, her family and extended family.

John has produced hundreds of excellent videos on YouTube.

Every journey begins with the first step. I think anyone with a desire to be more safe and secure will find John to be extremely knowledgeable and engaging. For many years, he has been responsible for the security of several Heads of State. He teaches military, law enforcement, and professional body guards all across our country. One can learn at their own leisure, from home, a more excellent and secure way of living.

We fear nothing, only God Himself. But we’ve all yet to meet our new inhabitants, living free gratis on American soil, invited here by the current, and past administrations.

The jobomas, and associates.

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The Lord encourages us to persevere until the end, though perilous times will come, and have come. Matt 24:13

While it still is called ‘today,’ we all have opportunity to Steele ourselves, beginning with a heightened sense of situational awareness.

Warrior Poet Society, John Lovell, a God fearing Special Forces veteran, teaches and trains how to develop and

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Gives me hope! If it can happen in Oregon it can happen in WA 🙏🏻

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Let’s go! Rooting on Vasquez from California!

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May 22·edited May 22

And that county had some of the lowest voter turnout in Oregon. Along with the other liberal counties. Good, keep it up for the general election.

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“An unprecedented flood of last-minute ballot turn-ins by Multnomah County voters in Tuesday’s primary election has the county on track to reach 35% turnout, making up for sluggish ballot returns before the big final day.” ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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'Unprecedented' in the world of voter fraud sounds a lot like manipulated, in a state that excels in such things.

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America desperately needs to get acquainted with this word called

‘REPENTANCE.’

Without it, we are without hope.

It happens one person at a time,

if only our hearts are willing.

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I am in Multnomah County also. Change is in the air. Unfortunately, it seems a bit stuck there, in the air…

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They’re not done counting votes… Took over 2 weeks to pass Prop 1 in CA “by the slimmest of margins.”

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And thank goodness Jamie McCloud Skinner is out, but now to keep Janelle Bynum out. Her biggest concern is abortion and ‘democracy’. She wouldn’t know freedom if it hit her in the face.

Maybe the campaign against her… low wages, crappy unhealthy food at her McDonald’s 🤣

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Or if it gave her a colonoscopy 🤣

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May 22·edited May 22

They’re like Pfizer; they’ll never acknowledge unless forced.

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Schmidt will figure it out eventually. LOL

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If we didn't have Big Pharma, we wouldn't need Big Pharma.

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They are like statins. Stop using all Big Pharma drugs today, and the world will be a better place. It is a shame, because they did produce a few beneficial drugs, like ivermectin, fenbendazole, and some others. But the toxic ones must by now be at least 95 % of their product line.

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The toxic ones are the ones that make them the most money 😕

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And continue the need for more drugs

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May 22·edited May 22

I have a friend, whose mom went into the hospital with a GI bleed. Her mom is elderly enough that she didn’t want to go through scads of testing and possible surgery to fix and find the source of bleeding. She got a few units of blood while they did some limited testing and then decided to make herself ‘hospice.’ They stopped all her current meds and switched her to simple comfort meds and sent her back to assisted living for the ‘rest of her life.’ She is now doing fine and feels great.😳We will see how taking her off all Big Pharma works for her. Her daughter, my friend, is a retired MD and is a bit shocked at how well her mom is doing off all her meds.🙄😳😬😂😒

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I tell friends that getting quality help from "modern medicine" is like finding a handful of berries in a giant field of thorns. The good berries may be there, but it's just not worth getting all scratched up finding them. 😊

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Prayerfully search, and you will find.

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1000% agree! Look at obesity for example! Diet is literally all you need, but here comes big pharma with a drug that costs thousands: https://unorthodoxy.substack.com/p/the-hidden-struggle-in-health-care

“If we didn’t have big pharma, we wouldn’t need big pharma” — love this!

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I heard a radio commercial yesterday for frozen meals made especially for people on Ozempic to lose weight, because of the way the drug affects their metabolism and nutritional status. Making money from special food, 'needed' because they're taking a drug instead of changing their diets and activity levels. Good grief.

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I accompanied a friend to an endocrinologist lately, and he implied that there are people who are reselling their diabetes/obesity drugs for huge money!

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🤦‍♀️

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Interesting fact: using those weight loss shots lessens the effectiveness of BCPs and there are reports of unplanned pregnancies. Hmmm. Do we want them procreating? /s /r

https://www.medscape.com/viewarticle/unplanned-pregnancy-weight-loss-drugs-fact-or-fiction-2024a100090m?

This post will make you shudder…

or scream…

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👍

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@BFM brilliant 🤯

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May 22Liked by Jeff Childers

these jurors more than likely are not looking for a without reasonable doubt.

all they're talking is "I, you and we all hate Trump, if he is not convicted he'll be the next Putin of the United States....we'll all be doomed, we need Biden to win. So lets go ahead and convict him and get this over with".

Trump has an uphill battle no matter what.

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I'm assuming he'll be found "guilty." They just won't know what they are finding him guilty of. But, to them, he will have to be "guilty" of something, anything. Then, he'll appeal and win on appeal or the Supreme Court will overturn it all with one judgment. The Court has to know if this is allowed to stand, the country is effectively over, as every former President from here on out will be brought to trial on phony charges.

It's a show trial that was intended to bankrupt him, keep him from campaigning, and try to embarrass voters away from him. It's had the exact opposite effect.

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Do you know what it shows to me? A man who can withstand vitriol and false claims and still keep on with the business at hand. Like him or not...that’s the on top of things kind of guy we need to steer us back on track. I would have caved under a minuscule amount of the pressure he has had to put up with.

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I do admire his ability to shrug all this off and keep plowing forward. Most everyone on Earth would have thrown in the towel by now.

It will be interesting when the back story behind all of this is finally revealed. I just can't imagine he's willingly going through this and powering through it just for a second term. It's like he knows he is fighting for something more than his own political career. Otherwise, why persist? He also has to know he's going to win. Otherwise, why take the risk? He's got more than enough money and fame, and way more to lose than to gain.

IDK, for whatever reason, I still believe there is someone or some group, somewhere within our corrupt deep state bureaucracy that is trying to expose all this and they found their perfect ally or weapon in DJT. Perhaps I am just insane.

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There are certainly folks in the deep state apparatus that aren’t owned by the communists. It’s gonna happen, that they come forward and share their knowledge. What is important is that they are assured that protection is available, and we , the people, will stand behind them to the death.

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We are not collectively hiring a Sunday School Superintendent..

Just clearly the right man for this near impossible task ahead, for him, and for us. It’s time to say ‘no’ to the temptations that so easily beset us as a nation.

‘Come out from among them, and be separate, says the Lord. Do not touch what is unclean, and I will receive you.’

2 Cor 6:17

Let’s collectively say NO!!

to FUNDAMENTAL TRANSFORMATION

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This by definition describes sociopaths and psychopaths (nurture & nature).

Be careful what we wish for, it might come true.

Not sure either of the candidates are altruistic nor do they have our interests first in mind. Neither of their 'records' suggest them as 'upstanding' citizens (draft dodgers/tax evaders/not paying workers/etc).

But then who's ever voted for an upstanding citizen.................for that matter, what upstanding citizen would bother running for ANY office.

Only crazy people do that (not always of course).

RFK Jr. seems legit, but he can't even get on a ballot, because?

Social workers start out as 'wanting to help society out' type of people.

After being in the role for 3 or more year, they're burnt out and underpaid/under appreciated. Eventually the just plod forward, too exhausted to continue carrying the 'torch' of curing all the mental ills of society. Sorry to say.

Chippy times, that's for sure.

Thx for posting.

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Show trial in a showy state in a showy town with showy prosecutor and showy judge. Should we expect bland verdict. I’m preparing my mind to be calm.

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You only need ONE juror to hold out. Just 1

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Yeah, that would make things interesting. If a hung jury and the judge declares "oh, a mistrial... oh well, guess we have to do the whole show all over again with a new jury!"

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Cesar, the only question I have is, "convict him of what?" I still do not understand what DJT is charged with? How can you convict anyone if you don't know what the charge is?

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As RU said in another comment, they just “know” he is guilty of *something*. So they don’t really care what it is they actually find him guilty of 😕

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Although, a NO BRAINER

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Hoping for just one reasonable doubter. That's all it takes.

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May 22Liked by Jeff Childers

The description of how Red Lobster was dismantled and destroyed sounds like the common hedge fund raider strategy in the past decade or so. Its a method to buy control, sell of the valuable assets while skimming money via inflated costs, leading to bankruptcy and liquidation. SOP for our finacialized "economy".

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It's How the Mafia would liquidate businesses they assumed control of........

but Bankster USSA Feral Reserve Davos Rothschilds wouldn't Do That to Entire Countries!!!

Nooo Comrades.

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And they are doing it and rather successfully as we speak.

Later Jay

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Remember. Mittens was a GOP presidential nominee. Who would've done his same hedge fund raiding strategy to the US. My, Trump's GOP has come a long way, baby! It's why the Mittens crew hates Trump.

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Ah, now THAT makes sense.

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I see it as a product of cheap/free money (ZIRP). Yet another victim of that awful policy.

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It’s kind of how liberal urban areas are being destroyed to cheapen property. Jeff has written about that already.

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https://x.com/PierreKory/status/1793268862441394430

Pierre Kory, MD MPA @PierreKory

The U.S Gov't paid off retail pharmacy chains to not fill valid ivermectin prescriptions? Now why would they want to do that?

Let us count the reasons... https://amazon.com/War-Ivermectin-Medicine-Millions-Pandemic/dp/151077386X

https://childrenshealthdefense.org/defender/pharmacies-paid-reject-ivermectin-push-covid-shots

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Another conspiracy theory proven true.

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Yep. A CVS in Sarasota Florida did that to me. They asked me what it was for, and I made the mistake of telling the truth. I went to another CVS and just did the drive-through and they filled the ivermectin script at that point I probably would’ve lied and said it was for Scabies or something! Then I discovered InhousePharmacy where you can order meds like that without a prescription. It can take a few weeks, but it is reliable.

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I use one out of India. I looked yours up, the FDA was threatening them, which reassures me that the pharmacy is on the right track, lol. "DATE: May 4, 2022. WARNING LETTER. This is to advise you that the United States (U.S.) Food and Drug Administration (FDA) recently reviewed your website at the Internet address www.inhousepharmacy ..."

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What's the link to the India source.

Thx.

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https://www.alldaychemist.com/ They've worked well for me for a number of orders.

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Thx. Time to reorder during off-season.

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I was not aware of InhousePharmacy. Thanks for the tip.

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They forgot the local farm store.

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Shhhh!!!!!

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🤫

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If you stop and think, pharmacies should not have required “provider relief funds.” Folks didn’t discontinue their multiple pharmaceuticals. Well, there was no flu, so no need for flu shots. Perhaps I stand corrected. 🥴

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May 22Liked by Jeff Childers

That's a lot to unpack today. The Trump trial - sadly, I expect him to be found guilty by this jury even though no reasonable person would do so. I'd be shocked if it turned out otherwise - and then the TDS crowd will be fired up. Yeah - overturned on appeal, but it shouldn't come to this. The raid news is just infuriating and that sort of thing shouldn't happen in this country. Again, the TDS crowd is unhinged on this, when any normal person would think "this is way over the top and foolish".

The hail thing I can comment on - we _do_ get "softball sized hail" at times. It's not common, but not unheard of, either. Those are some of the "cover your cars as best you can" moments. I do know that in Texas, Guidestone used to provide insurance for churches and pulled out, leaving a lot of churches scrambling for property insurance. Our friends go to a small church and their premiums increased significantly and also brought in some fun extra clauses like "professionally installed CO detectors" for buildings with no gas. The "professional installation" in this case consisted of paying an electrician $500 to peel the backing off some sticky tape on a $20 CO detector and stick it on the wall. 5 minutes of work, but hey - it was "professionally installed".

Klaus stepping down just means someone worse and younger can step in. I'm not greatly encouraged by that. It's long overdue, but I doubt too much will change. The WEF still has way too much influence for a bunch of unelected people.

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I understand the Portlanders just voted to cover all their solar farms with aluminum roofs to protect against the possibility of grapefruit sized hail.

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